Title: Along Came a Spider Author: James Patterson Series: Alex Cross #1 Rating Out of 5: 3.5 (Liked this) My Bookshelves:Mystery, Thriller Pace: Slow Format: eBook, Novel Year: 1993
I used to absolutely love thrillers, and whilst Along Came a Spider was a brilliant book, I’ve realised that this is most definitely not my genre anymore. I think because I have children now and a lot of emotionally taxing roles in my life. Thrillers used to give me, well, a thrill, but now I really don’t need that in my life.
There is so much evil seeping off of the pages of Along Came a Spider. Everything about this story kind of hurt my heart. Again, I’ve noticed that since becoming a mother, the idea of children being victims of violence makes me break a little bit inside. It’s what’s supposed to happen, this isn’t going to be a happy story. But at this point in my life, I read for joy, not for thrills.
Along Came a Spider has so many twists and turns. Every time I thought that I had a handle on the trajectory of this story, something happened. It meant that, whilst I didn’t necessarily feel comfortable reading this, I also didn’t want to look away from this story. It was a very well named story – a spider web of insanity and intensity that continuously closes in around Alex Cross. It might be a long time before I read Kiss the Girls, but at least I know this is a well crafted thriller that will keep me guessing continuously.
This was not the story I was expecting to be completely honest, I knew that it was a forced proximity romance and had a bit of a second chance romance vibe. But what I got was, quite honestly, even better. For starters, the second chance aspect of reconnecting as adults was due to entirely unexpected factors. Primarily, in Gideon feeling that he had betrayed Andi, and Andi moving far away as a consequence of childish actions. I do love though that they very quickly are able to reconnect as best friends, and then build on this to the romance and lust filled portion of the story.
As the story unfolds, and Gideon’s past comes to light, it became a whole lot of emotionally wow. Gideon’s parents and their use of religion to justify abuse was truly horrifying. I don’t often see individuals as “evil” in a black and white sense, but in this circumstance, I 100% did. It also gives a very unique conflict in their past – a lot of Gideon’s guilt at the past is viewed through the lens of an adult. As a child, it is completely justifiable to see where his actions came from. But it would most certainly be harshly judged as an adult. I also love that his love for Andi and their growing relationship is what finally allows him to put some better boundaries in place with his family.
The more I found out about Gideon throughout this story, the more I loved him. He took a traumatic and guilt-ridden event from his past and decides to change his ways. Rather, he comes full circle and supports his two younger brothers in their own gender and sexual identities. Those which would make many of this religious insanity absolutely baulk. I just found this whole situation to be beautiful. Normally I connect really strongly with the women in a story, but in writing this review and thinking back on the story, my focus is solely on Gideon. Andi is also an amazing female lead and I really loved her. But it’s easy to be kind and accepting when that’s what you’ve grown up with. It’s so much more powerful to shuck a lifetime’s worth of prejudice, and be a better human off your own back.
I was expecting this story to be filled with conflict caused by Gideon’s family. I thought he would be likely to have a massive crisis of identity, and then finally come full circle at the end. I love that this is not the case at all. Gideon and Andi have both already done all of the work as individuals and become better people. Finding each other and ending up together is really about forgiving themselves (internally) for the past and enjoying their future together. It also meant that the character development (which is something I always love Noirfor) is seriously focused on their own issues and letting go of the toxicity in their lives. Not about the conflict between the couple.
Not only was this a wonderful story, I also just loved the reMeet Cute. Andi is chained to a tree in a blizzard and seriously questioning her own sanity. Gideon is wondering why he has to go and save the crazy woman and questioning her decision making. It makes for a hilarious start to a story. And all of the light moments throughout help to diffuse the intensity of some of the more emotionally fraught moments. I adore Noir’s work and this is a perfect example of why.
This is probably the third Kate Meader book that I’ve read. And although I enjoyed it, it did take me a little bit longer to get into than her sports romance books. Maybe because I’m kind of hooked into the sports romance stories lately, and maybe it was just the characters. Either way, I did ultimately really enjoy this story, and once I actually got invested (a few chapters in, instead of immediately), I didn’t want to put this down. I wanted to find out how Lili and Jack were going to make their differences work and find their way to a happily ever after.
One of the things I’m really liking about Kate Meader’s stories is that there is a whole lot of character development that each of her protagonists go through on their way to finding their happily ever after. It might be all about the love connection and romance as the main driver, but the fact that this is often just a catalyst for a couple to figure out who they are individually is great. In the case of Lili, her gratefulness that her Mum is alive and role in the family as primary caregiver has seriously shaped her life and approach to relationships. I love that her relationship with Jack is what drives her to start to look at the walls and self-sabotaging behaviours that this has caused. It’s a journey throughout the entire novel, and one that made me think of my own shortcomings and walls caused by very similar circumstances.
Alongside Lili’s journey of self discovery is Jack’s. by being surrounded by Lili and her somewhat chaotic family, he is forced to think though what it is about food that he truly loves. I mean, I was going to enjoy this story with all of the Italian food and family that filled the pages anyway. But that love of food and drive to always learn that completely defines Jack made me (eventually) fall further in love with this whole story. I also love that they are both pushed from their comfort zones. And at different parts of the story, they are both chasing one another, and running. Making it a little bit less one sided with the whole courtship thing.
Aside from how much I enjoyed Lili and Jack and their journey to one another. Particularly with his snobbish beginning and her very hesitant one, I also loved Lili’s family dynamics. It shifted as the story unfolded, but I always dreamed of having a big insane family like this. I kind of have it, but we aren’t quite so in each others’ lives. Then there’s the passion for food and family businesses, the willingness to ultimately be loyal to each other, even if it takes some of them a little bit to find the right way in which to do this… a glorious romance with a great cast of secondary characters.
Like a Wolf with a Bone is the story of Dee-Ann’s parents. Although Eggie is mentioned as a bit of a boogey man throughout the series, it is really Dee-Ann who keeps popping up and scaring everyone. So I kind of loved going back to this as part of my reread. It gives context to some of the things that come after, but also works really well as a standalone novella. I also love that there is a brief appearance of Sara Morrighan’s parents and the hints of what’s to come in their story too.
Although Darla Mae isn’t as aggressive as almost any of the women in this entire series, she is still an incredibly tough and strong willed woman. I love that she is a feminist and a pacifist who chooses not to engage and fight with others. Yet, when push comes to shove, she’s willing to dig her feet in for what (and who) she wants. It’s a reminder that strong women don’t have to fit a certain mold and can show their spine of steel in a multitude of ways. Plus, I’m always a fan of anyone who enjoys walking to the beat of their own drum.
As with all stories, I definitely want to talk about Darla Mae (the female) more than anyone else. I love that not only does Darla Mae fight her sisters for her right to choose the man she loves. But, ultimately, she also starts her own pie business (again, with her intense sisters) and starts the most intense and insane race known to Shifters. Having been part of my reread, I love how this ties in with Sissy Mae’s story and shows just how the car racing in Smithtown actually starts. Its hilarious. Its terrifying. And I plan on reading all about it again and again.
For some reason (that I should maybe talk to my therapist about), Eggie’s declaration of love to Darla Mae was incredibly beautiful and romantic. I love that within it is the fact that most people annoy him, but Darla Mae doesn’t. And therefore he loves her. It’s a funny approach, and one that I found ridiculously sweet. Declarations of love are always fun, but this just made it so much better.
Irene Conridge is insane, aggressive and I am madly in love with her. She is brutal in a way that I wish I could be, but, you know, I don’t actually want to be quite that isolated. I loved her novella the first time I read it, and if anything, I loved it even more the second time round. Particularly as I can recognise when she shows up more in the rest of Laurenston’s shapeshifting world and series. It’s fun to see how she is pulled into the Pride world with the knowledge of how she is going to shape the future of it all.
I love how Van Holtz chooses to just kind of… follow Irene around like a lost puppy for seven years before he finally decides to make his move. Although, admittedly, he was kind of pushed a little into making a move into their relationship. He’s such a gorgeous and sweet man, and I love how, once he decides to be fixated on one woman, he just calmly pursues her and irritates the absolute dickens out of her with his puppy dog nonsense.
Irene has this insane ability to completely bring the world to its knees. Not just through her scientific talents and ability to literally destroy the world. But, she also has this innate ability to destroy people’s self confidence and feelings of worth. I found this far more fun and hilarious than I probably should have. And honestly, I kind of love that this is a talent, don’t get me wrong, I also appreciate that Irene has the self control and just enough of a conscience to not destroy and everyone and everything, but I kind of love that she is able to.
Now that I’ve read all of the published books in Laurenston’s Shifter World, I have so much more appreciation for how this leads into the greater stories. I particularly loved how the epilogue lead into Go Fetch!and the beginnings of Toni’s life from Wolf with Benefits are highlighted. But honestly, it was Irene’s engagements with Miki and her children in the epilogue that I loved the most.
Shen and Stevie are an absolutely adorable couple that had me smiling and laughing throughout their entire story. And, honestly, even with this being my second (maybe third) read through of this book, I still loved it just as much as the first time. It was adorable, funny and filled with violence. Definitely the kind of story that I will continue to reread again and again and again. Plus, Stevie is absolutely insane, and Shen just… rolls with the crazy that she brings into his life. A fantastic couple that I want to keep diving into in the future.
For me, In a Badger Way is all about Stevie learning to love every aspect of herself. I mean, the girl oozes self confidence, but when you get to her story, you realise that she’s actually wracked with insecurities. Mostly because she’s fearful of all the many, many different ways in which she can annihilate the world. And terrify others, and just how horrible that must feel. I love that her insecurities are based on her compassion for others. But, I love even more that she finally figures out how to accept herself for all of her insanity. And chaos, and just love her whole terrifying being.
Alongside the insanity of the honey badgers, I have seriously enjoyed diving back into Laurenston’s shapeshifter romances. They are just hilarious and a whole lot of fun. I particularly have the image of them just grabbing the soccer ball in games and… rolling around with them. I’ve seen pandas do this on the many videos I’ve watched, so the idea of shapeshifter pandas doing such a thing? Adorable and all around hilarious. Plus, then there’s the systematic destruction of everyone’s comfort zone when Shen chooses to just… chew on bamboo. I also love that where everyone else finds Shen’s chewing off-putting, the consistency of the noise is actually calming for Shen.
Through all of the insanity that is the MacKilligan Sisters, I love that Shen just… rolls with all of the crazy. I mean, he does kind of loose his cool when Stevie just repeatedly tells him that she’s decided that he’s her boyfriend. And, ultimately that they love each other. I mean, she’s not wrong, but Shen’s confusion at her decision making process just makes everything about this story that much more hilarious and enjoyable. Ultimately, I just love the MacKilligan sisters and will continue rereading their stories again and again. Just because it entertains me like no tomorrow.
Even though this is my second read through, Hot and Badgeredis just as brilliant, fun, hilarious and impossible to put down as the first time. There’s a reason why Hot and Badgered got my completely hooked on Laurenston and her brilliant approach to paranormal romances. I may have enjoyed this ridiculously on my first read, but now that I’ve also read the Pride series, I have so much more appreciation for the different cameos throughout and how Laurenston has been able to build such a fun and engaging world to dive into. It was fun before, but now it is even better!!!
The MacKilligan sister might all be certifiably insane, but I love the love and care that Charlie shows her somewhat out of control siblings. Charlie might be the matriarch of their little band, but she’s also longing for love and a place to call home. I love that she’s learnt a thousand ways to protect her siblings, and yet, at the core of her behaviours, it’s all about creating home, family and a safe space. The constant stress baking, the dogs and the willingness to set down roots with someone she truly cares about are all drives that I recognise. It’s always enjoyable to connect to a character in the most random of ways – and Charlie’s willingness to put her family first whilst stress baking is ridiculously recognisable.
On rereading this and remembering how much I love this story, there is something that I’m somewhat concerned about – the series and books that I’m obsessing over at the moment tend to be romances. With a whole lot of violence. And killing. And blood. I’m not sure how concerned I should be about this latest obsession. Some of the murder and violence is caused by Charlie, but, enjoyably, she mostly spends this story finishing the violence. The fact that it’s done in a really matter of fact, no dramas fashion just added to my enjoyment and entertainment. But seriously, so much violence.
There are some series that you just reread almost yearly… they are a pleasant diversion from real life and layered enough that you find something new with each read through. There’s a reason that Hot and Badgered is quickly making it onto that list… it is fun and light in some ways. But there is enough drama and angst that I just didn’t want to put it down. Plus, then there’s the many different threads throughout which link to other stories in the Laurenston universe. Now I can’t wait to dive into Max’s story again in In a Badger Way.
I did wonder if reading this story was going to be a little bit triggering for me. I mean, it’s a romance which features a breast cancer survivor as the female love interest. And yeah, I did wonder if it was going to be highly triggering to read, having just lost a family member to cancer. But, somehow, it was incredibly joyful and kind of cathartic at moments to read. I found After Care to be absolutely adorable and totally unforgettable. This was a great “silver fox” romance that had me smiling, frowning and just all around enjoying this in every moment that I could.
Although Tommy helped Edie in a lot of ways, he was also completely a knob to her at times as well. I love that he found her sexy as is, and is constantly all about pleasing her and making her happy. However, when he was actually tested and needed to demonstrate that he actually has faith in her… well, he failed miserably. I mean, the man spends the entire story telling Edie that she needs to trust him. But then, when she needs the benefit of the doubt, he just… walks away. What an absolute fool. He kind of redeemed herself, but not enough for my satisfaction. It made the “happily ever after” portion a little more difficult to swallow than usual.
In amongst Edie’s relationship with Tommy, she also manages to create her own Found Family. Honestly, I actually think that her relationships within this were more powerful to me than the actual romance. I love a good Found Family story, and the fact that Edie is able to do this after a series of huge things have run her life off course made it all that much better. Plus, it highlights how wonderful her children are in supporting her through everything. I loved the entire secondary cast dynamic and how powerful this was to forming Edie’s happily ever after.
I can’t wait to read more stories of Dunbar’sSilver Foxes. I’m not quite in my own midlife romance, but I’m probably heading closer to that end of the scale than the new adult stories. Although I wanted Edie to give Tommy a bit more pushback when he messed up, I also loved her forgiving nature. It made for a fun and sweet story. One that I will most probably read again, and has definitely made me intrigued to read more from this series as the next midlife romance couple takes centre stage.
Whilst I really enjoyed 101 Ways to Die, I did find the ending just a little bit abrupt. Without the extra addition of the final four chapters / stories at the end of this story. They helped to ease some of the abrupt feeling that I had and make it easier to close the page on this romance. Plus, it gave me more insight into McMarin’s family. And I absolutely loved them – they are chaotic, fun and intense. Everything that I enjoy in a good literary family – full of love and complete insanity.
Josefina McMarin is a great cop, and I love how seamlessly she fits into the insanity that is the Quinns and their precinct. The fact that she’s transferred out from a sexist, racist idiot just made this story even better. Plus, I love revisiting anything with Bailey and Quinn – they are hilarious enough as a couple, but as bosses? They are so much funnier. And McMarin just manages to ride out the storm of insanity with joy, and just enough pushback to make it hilarious. The fact that she makes her team work better as she learns how to be a great detective just made me all that much happier to be enjoying her story.
Where Josefina is an absolute powerhouse of a woman, Alec is so incredibly passive. He is cursed to witness death again and again, and yet, he manages to deal with it. Plus, he is so calm with all of the nonsense thrown at him. He doesn’t pushback against everything like Josefina does, but rather, figures out how to go with the flow and make peace with his circumstances. I particularly loved that, even though his curse isn’t “cured” within this story, he actually finds a way to live with it and, if anything, take advantage of it to make the world a better place for others.
Whilst I predicted some of what this story was going to involve, the journey to get to those moments was still amazing. And, there were a whole lot of twists and turns that I did not expect. But I really enjoyed them. I think if the final four chapters / stories were incorporated into the actual story, I probably would’ve loved this even more. Having said that, I will most definitely reread it anyway.
It’s been a long while since I’ve read the Otherworld series, and I quite honestly forgot how dark this whole series is. Not only does Elena get kidnapped to be tested upon, but she also gets tortured. And then, because it’s Elena, it ends up in some very seriously twisted violence. There’s a reason why I love this series so much, but yeah, I’ve been on a major contemporary romancekick for a while now, and it’s definitely a whole lot darker than a lot of the books that I’ve been reading lately.
Where Bitten was all about the world of werewolves and Elena finding her way back to the world that she has tried to leave behind, Stolen opens up the whole world of the paranormal. This isn’t a series that is just about the werewolves anymore, but it is about a whole slew of paranormal couples. All of whom are dark and twisty in their own rights and have their own battles to fight. Plus, and I know this as it’s a reread, Savannah’s importance and story really starts in Stolen. I love that this was a second story about Elena and gives her the centre stage. But it is also a great start to Piper’s story which really kicks off in Dime Store Magic.
In Bitten, Elena chooses to return to the paranormal world and finally embrace some of her more violent and rougher edges. I love that in Stolen, she’s fully embracing this aspect of herself and her relationship with Clay. They are definitely not the traditional couple, and it’s not a relationship that would ever help me to thrive. But reading about how two imperfect beings manage to make all of their history and nonsense fit is a whole lot of fun. I also love that Elena’s acceptance of herself also means acceptance of her love for Clay. It’s a great reminder that she is steadily growing into her strength, place and powers.
Stolen is all about “othering” the paranormal community. It uses the idea of being “other” as a justification to kidnap, torture and kill some of the poor victims throughout this story. I love that this is all about witches versus warlocks. The power structures within the paranormal community and how each type of paranormal has a different level of “badassery”. A great story filled with the darkness and violence that I really love this series for. And now I can’t wait to dive back into Dime Store Magic again and see what I pick up on this read through.
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