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Heart Berries by Terese Marie Mailhot

Overview
Heart Berries by Terese Marie Mailhot

Title: Heart Berries
Author: Terese Marie Mailhot
Rating Out of 5: 4 (Really good read!)
My Bookshelves: Memoirs, Mental health, Race
Dates read: 29th August – 4th September 2021
Pace: Slow
Format: Novel
Publisher: Counterpoint
Year: 2018
5th sentence, 74th page: You were still fucking me, though.

Synopsis

Heart Berries is a powerful, poetic memoir of a woman’s coming of age on the Seabird Island Band in the Pacific Northwest. Having survived a profoundly dysfunctional upbringing only to find herself hospitalized and facing a dual diagnosis of post-traumatic stress disorder and bipolar disorder, Terse Marie Mailhot is given a notebook and begins to write her way out of trauma. The triumphant result is Heart Berries, a memorial for Mailhot’s mother, a social worker and activist who had a thing for prisoners; a story of reconciliation with her father – an abusive drunk and a brilliant artist – who was murdered under mysterious circumstances; and an elegy on how difficult it is to love someone while dragging the long shadows of shame.

Thoughts

For such a short book, this is incredibly difficult to read through. It took me quite a while. Mostly because the emotions and power of Mailhot’s words were unforgettable. Powerful and filled with such rawness that I frequently had to pause and look at another story.

Mailhot is able to address issues of mental health, abuse and transgenerational trauma in a completely unforgettable way. It is, in places, physically difficult to read about this. But it is also filled with a cautious feeling of optimistic hope.

Under all of the writing and experiences, Mailhot has this overwhelming love for her children. Love for her family. And love, ultimately for herself. There is that cautious optimism throughout, but there is also a great sense of overwhelming love and attachment to those in her life.

This is one of those books that MUST be read. I will probably read this half a dozen times and find something new in it that I just wasn’t expecting. The complexity and power of this writing will most definitely give you new insight with each and every new read.

<- The Answer to the Riddle is MeTwelve Patients ->

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Siege and Storm by Leigh Bardugo

Overview
Shadow and Bone: Siege and Storm : Leigh Bardugo : 9781510105263

Title: Siege and Storm
Author: Leigh Bardugo
Series: Shadow and Bone Trilogy #2, Grishaverse #2
Rating Out of 5: 4.5 (Amazing, but not quite perfect)
My Bookshelves: Fantasy, Magic, Young adult
Dates read: 4th September 2021
Pace: Fast
Format: Novel
Publisher: Square Fish
Year: 2013
5th sentence, 74th page: The wound in my shoulder felt like it was on fire, but I was unhurt and my whole body was thrumming from using my power again.

Synopsis

SOLDIER. SUMMONER. SAINT.

Alina Starkov’s power has grown, but not without a price. She is the Sun Summoner – hunted across the True Sea, haunted by the lives she took on the Shadow Fold. But she and Mal can’t outrun their enemies for long.

The Darkling is more determined than ever to claim Alina’s magic and use it to take the Ravkan throne. With nowhere else to turn, Alina enlists the help of an infamous privateer and sets out to lead the Grisha army.

But as the truth of Alina’s destiny unfolds, she slips deeper into the Darkling’s deadly game of forbidden magic, and further away from her humanity. To save her country, Alina will have to choose between her power and the love she thought would always be her shelter. No victory can come without sacrifice – and only she can face the oncoming storm.

Thoughts

Ever since reading Shadow and Bone, I’ve been seriously wondering what was going to be thrown in Mal and Alina’s way this time. And, you know, when the Darkling was going to reappear. He’s a great villain – I don’t really get the sexy vibes off him that others have claimed, but he is dark, mysterious and undoubtedly evil. A wonderful combination for a villain in my opinion.

Even though I think Mal is a wonderful lead love interest, he’s also kind of a knob. I mean, he’s got a woman who is obviously being thrown into a situation she’s not comfortable with. But instead of trying to communicate and support her? He runs. And just acts… well, knob-like. By the end of the book I was finding him to be a bit much and a bit frustrating in this area… im hoping Ruin and Rising will redeem him a bit more…

The build up that Bardugo creates in this story is wonderfully and seriously intense. Not only is there the clash between Alina and the Darkling, but there’s now royalty and a cult… I mean, if that set of trials and tribulations isn’t gearing up for a massive one, then what is?

I honestly couldn’t put this book down. Even in the moments that I wanted to cringe and look away, I just… couldn’t. The majority of this was read in one sitting. Late at night. When I should have been sleeping. Always a good recommendation for a book in my eyes…

<- Shadow and BoneRuin and Rising ->

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4th Quarter Challenge

Duration: 1st October – 31st December 2021
Number of books: 8
Hosted by: Bookworm Bitches

4th Quarter 2021
Duration: October 1, 2021 – December 31, 2021
Rules:
~Books must be read during the selected time period.
~Post a link to the book, date you finished and rating
~All books read for challenges can be used for more than one challenge.
~Books can be either Fiction or Non Fiction. Your choice.
~If you don’t have a book that matches the option on the list, pick any book on your TBR.
~Copy the blank template below and paste into a new comment to start your challenge. Update as necessary.

Completed 7/8

1. Read the oldest book on your TBR
2. Read a new to you author – When Breath Becomes Air by Paul Kalanithi
3. Read a book a spooky or winter themed book – My Kind of Christmas by Robyn Carr
4. Read a book with sky on the cover – Marry in Secret by Anne Gracie
5. Find a random number generator and read that book. – How to Grow a Baby by Clemmie Hooper
6. Read an author whose name starts with O, N, or D – The Tea Dragon Tapestry by Kay O’Neill
7. Read your newest acquired book (bought or borrowed). – Only Mostly Devastated by Sophie Gonzales
8. Catch up on a Bookworm Bitches selection or read a book you have been meaning to read for a long time – Tower of Dawn by Sarah J. Maas

Individualism

Duration: 1st October – 31st October 2021
Number of books: 3
Hosted by: Bookworm Bitches

October 2021 – Individualism
Duration: 10/1/2021-10/31/2021

There are 3 tasks, you only need to read three books to finish this challenge. Or pick one task and read 3 books for that one task.

1. Read a book with only one POV – The Summer Garden by Sherryl Woods
2. Read a book with a strong character – Tower of Dawn by Sarah J. Maas
3. Read a book with the word ‘I’ in the title

Rules
~Books must be read during the selected time period.
~Post the date you finished the book.
~All books read for challenges can be used for more than one challenge.
~Books can be either Fiction or Non Fiction. Your choice.
~At the end of the challenge, it will be closed for commenting and moved to the archives folder
~Use the add book/author tool to tag your book within your challenge.

Night Spawn Bingo – October 2021

Duration: 1st October – 31st October 2021
Number of books: 9
Hosted by: My Vampire Book Obsession

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October-Bingo

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Welcome to Night Spawn BINGO. Each month a new BINGO game will be posted with new tasks to complete. Get three in a row (Horizontal, Vertical, or Diagonal) to receive your Vampire Heart.

Rules:
Complete three tasks to get the vampire heart
All genres welcome
Rereads welcome
No minimum page count
One book per task

Read 3 books that have one of the following (Must be in a Horizontal, Vertical, or Diagonal pattern).

Top Row:

Read a book with an Orange cover~
Read a book with a Pumpkin/Jack-O-Lantern on the cover~
Read a book that has a title beginning with a letter in ORANGE~ Engagement and Espionage by Penny Reid

Middle Row:

Read a book that takes place during Halloween~
Read a book whose author’s first or last initials can be found in HALLOWEEN~
Read a book in which a character decorates for Halloween~

Bottom Row:

Read a book with a sweet treat on the cover~ 
Read a book with a title beginning with a letter found in CANDY~
Read a book in which someone goes trick or treating~

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Monthly Challenge – October 2021

Duration: 1st October – 31st October 2021
Number of books: 11
Hosted by: My Vampire Book Obsession

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⁍ Duration
Starts: October 1st
Ends: October 31st

⁍ How It Works
Ten books each month is a lot, so there will be 5 different levels. So pick which level you want to do and that’s how many items you will need to check off.

⁍ Levels :
Transitional – 2 books
Fledgling – 4 books
Vampire – 6 books
Master – 8 books
Vampire King or Queen – 10 books

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1. Nerds: Read a book with a colorful cover or has multiple perspectivesThe Summer Garden by Sherryl Woods
2. Candy Corn: Read a book that is part of a trilogy or has characters with opposite believes – Marry in Secret by Anne Gracie
3. Twizzlers: Read a book that has a rope or braid on the cover or read a book that has a dark version, example: a dark witch. – Tower of Dawn by Sarah J. Maas
4. Gummy Bears come in many different varieties like snakes and sharks: read a book with shifters or a character who can be described as a teddy bear. – Engagement and Espionage by Penny Reid
5. Sour Patch Kid: read a book that has a situation you don’t like, or a character turns to the dark or bad side.When Breath Becomes Air by Paul Kalanithi
6. Dum Dums: read a book where a character does a stupid thing, or read a book tagged mystery.Beard with Me by Penny Reid
7. Cookies & Cream: read a book where characters who are opposites attract, or read a book where the light fights the dark.Beard Necessities by Penny Reid
8. Laffy Taffy: read a book with a character who is funny, or read a book tagged humor. – Up the Duff by Kaz Cooke
9. Skittles: read a book set in a tropical location, or rainbow in the text.
10. Payday: read a book with a wealthy character or read a book where a character has money problems. – Marriage and Murder by Penny Reid
Bonus: King Size Candy Bar: Read a book over 500 pages or a book with a king.

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Funko Vamps – October 2021

Duration: 1st October – 31st October 2021
Number of books: 6
Hosted by: My Vampire Book Obsession

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Funko Vamps
Collect a Funko Vamp each month by completing at least 2 tasks from a set of 6.
A new set of tasks with a new Funko Vamp will be posted each month.

The dolls you collect will be in your Vampire Heart thread. Don’t have a thread? You can still do the challenge if you want 🙂

Rules
Complete at least two tasks to get the vampire heart
All genres welcome
Rereads welcome
No minimum page count
One book per task

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October
Read a book with a red, orange, or yellow on the cover. – Up the Duff by Kaz Cooke
Read a book with a title starting with any letter in CLOWN. – When Breath Becomes Air by Paul Kalanithi
Read a book set at Halloween.
Read a book with a haunted house in it.
Read a book with a character that can see or talk to ghosts.
Read a book with tagged horror, suspense, or mystery. – Engagement and Espionage by Penny Reid

Scary Stories

Duration: 1st October – 31st October 2021
Number of books: 6
Hosted by: My Vampire Book Obsession

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Duration
October 1st – 31st

Rules
Complete at least two tasks to get the vampire heart
All genres welcome
Rereads welcome
No minimum page count

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🎃 Read a book set in Autumn or Winter – Beard with Me by Penny Reid
🎃 Read a book with black or orange on the cover – Queene of Light by Jennifer L. Armintrout
🎃 Read a book with a scary story
🎃 Read a book with a witch
🎃 Read a book with a vampire
🎃 Read a book late at night – Tower of Dawn by Sarah J. Maas

Moonlight Serenade – October 2021

Duration: 1st October – 31st October 2021
Number of books: 6
Hosted by: My Vampire Book Obsession

Duration: 1 – 31 October

Rules
Complete at least two tasks to get the vampire heart
All genres welcome
Rereads welcome
No minimum page count

All Tasks in Honor Of Halloween:

1. Listen to a book with dark/darkness/darker or something similar in the title
2. Listen to a book published in October – Up the Duff by Kaz Cooke
3. Listen to a book with magic on the cover or an MPG of magic – Tower of Dawn by Sarah J. Maas
4. Listen to a book with a orange, purple or green cover
5. Listen to a book with a vampire in it
6. Listen to a book with all the letters of souls in the title

The Ivy League Spell Challenge

Duration: 1st October – 31st December 2021
Number of books: 9
Hosted by: Crazy Challenge Connection

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YYour Coffin or Mine? by Kimberly Raye

L Live and Let Grow by Penny Reid
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Engagement and Espionage by Penny Reid
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Queene of Light by Jennifer L. Armintrout
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Marry in Secret by Anne Gracie
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Up the Duff by Kaz Cooke
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FALL 2021 SPELL CHALLENGE : THE IVY LEAGUE
DURATION : September 21 – December 20, 2021

This complements Suzanne’s Ivy League and Seven Sisters challenge. Choose one or more of the following related words and spell them using the author’s first or last initial or the first letter of a book’s title (disregard A, An and The). When using the author name to fill a spot, please remember to include a link to the author’s GR page. Our usual spelling rules apply (see below). Because this challenge is 3 months long, we encourage you to choose words that add up to a minimum of 15 letters .

CHALLENGE RULES :
See this thread for more detailed rules for all CCC challenges.

♦ If you want to participate in this challenge, please sign up by posting the word/s you intend to spell. This gives us a post to link you to, which you can use to update your books as the challenge progresses. No link will be created for you until you post your choice/s.

♦ Unless otherwise noted, books must be at least 150 pages long. (See the link above for rules regarding graphic novels.) Books may only be used for one task in this challenge, but cross-challenge posting is encouraged 🙂 Re-reads are allowed, as long as you read the entire book. You must read at least 80 pages of the book AFTER the challenge begins in order to count it for this challenge.

♦ You may use the first letter of the first word in the book’s title (disregard A, An and The) or the author’s first or last initial (middle names or initials can NOT be used.).
* In the case of a hyphenated first or last name (i.e. Sarah-Kate LynchKate E. Dyer-Seeley, the first letter of the hyphenated name may be used (not the second initial directly following the hyphen).
* If an author uses what appears to be two last names, i.e. Kathy Hogan Trocheck, the last initial of the two names counts.
* For books by authors like Menna van Praag and Tatiana de Rosnay, use your library’s shelving method to determine whether to use the book for a V/P or D/R spot, but be sure to tell us how your library shelves those books.

♦ A, AN and THE should be disregarded if they are the first word in the title. If reading a book whose title is in a language other than English, the articles equivalent to these words should be disregarded.

WORD LIST :
Annie Nathan Meyer
Barnard College
Benjamin Franklin
Brown University
Bryn Mawr College
Bryn Mawr, Pennsylvania

Cambridge, Massachusetts
Colonial College
Columbia University
Cornell University
Dartmouth College
Eleazar Wheelock
Elihu Yale
Ezra Cornell

Frederick Barnard
Hanover, New Hampshire
Harvard University
Henry and Pauline Durant

In God We Hope
Ithaca, New York
Ivy League
John Harvard

Light and truth
Mary Lyon
Matthew Vassar
New Haven, Connecticut
New York City
Northampton, Massachusetts

Philadelphia, Pennsylvania
Poughkeepsie, New York
Princeton, New Jersey
Princeton University
Radcliffe College

Seven Sister Schools
Smith College
Sophia Smith
South Hadley, Massachusetts

University of Pennsylvania
Vassar College
Wellesley College
Wellesley, Massachusetts
Yale University